I found my old collection of poems. They're old because I was around 15 when I wrote them. For some reason, there is one poem that stuck with me for a long long time and as I was eating dinner, a few stanzas from my poems just ran through my mind. Fortunately I signed them all under my name with a fake middle name and on top of that, I've registered with Poetry.com a long time ago and for some reason I just happened to forgot about it until now. Lol it only took me about 25 minutes to remembe...

I've been busy.

I guess I'll start this off with good news. My two year plan is moving to the next plateau.

1. Join a Gym for one full year
2. Live/Eat Health for one full year
3. Loose 100lb (lost 30, 70lbs to go)
4. Get Certified in Medical Billing and Coding
5. Get a drivers license
6. Get a Job
7. Get a real marriage license from the Justice of the Peace (The end of Year One and the Beginning of Year Two)
8. Clear my name from Debt
9. Move out fro...

It's friday the 13th. A 'dark' holiday, as my husband would say.

Yesterday 11/12/2009

Rudee came over yesterday.

We talked.

I held my breath when he told me he got a small odd job raking leaves. I can't criticized because I don't have a job period. He said he was saving up to move to Pennsylvania. At this point I could just support him.

That day I had to go grocery shopping to make dinner. We walked with me to the store, in this horrid gloomy weather. We started to talk...

I guess I'm gonna make this one short and sweet.

I think it's time for a physical change in my appearance. From what I was told by a 'anime fan' (Don't ask me why I believe this person ok) in Japanese Culture a Change in Appearance means, as he told me, "As new chapter or dramatic change occured and thus they represent it with change." (or some shit like that).

Well, I want to change my appearance because I want to. I don't want to be taken as a serious loner or snob. I want to attract...

First of all I wanna talk about the new look. Woke me up a little bit. I said to myself "Wow, so astronomical." I like it. I've always been fond of the greater beyond of our beyond. :smile:

I've had one hell of a weekend. I've been rushing in and out of the children's clinic fighting to almost every nurse available to get my little girl seen since Friday. Though from the first 11 months of her life... she was free of any sickness that would normally fall on a normal infant, mind you...