It feels as tho I am trying to remember something that I once let myself forget. Like a reoccurring dream that I can never remember.
Many times I find myself staring at blank screen lightly stroking my fingers on the keys of the keyboard figuring out how to properly word my thoughts without confusing anyone. To say the least I have a serious case of writer's block.
Earlier in the day, I manage to find an old box with my old journals,...
Tags: To the new year... 2012 
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Submitted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 07:21 AM
I found my old collection of poems. They're old because I was around 15 when I wrote them. For some reason, there is one poem that stuck with me for a long long time and as I was eating dinner, a few stanzas from my poems just ran through my mind. Fortunately I signed them all under my name with a fake middle name and on top of that, I've registered with Poetry.com a long time ago and for some reason I just happened to forgot about...
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Submitted: Wed Apr 21, 2010 02:57 AM
I've been busy.
I guess I'll start this off with good news. My two year plan is moving to the next plateau.
1. Join a Gym for one full year
2. Live/Eat Health for one full year
3. Loose 100lb (lost 30, 70lbs to go)
4. Get Certified in Medical Billing and Coding
5. Get a drivers license
6. Get a Job
7. Get a real marriage license from the Justice of the Peace (The end of Year One and the...
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Submitted: Sun Apr 18, 2010 10:50 PM
It's friday the 13th. A 'dark' holiday, as my husband would say.
Yesterday 11/12/2009
Rudee came over yesterday.
We talked.
I held my breath when he told me he got a small odd job raking leaves. I can't criticized because I don't have a job period. He said he was saving up to move to Pennsylvania. At this point I could just support him.
That day I had to go grocery shopping to make dinner. We...
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Submitted: Sat Nov 14, 2009 04:56 AM
I guess I'm gonna make this one short and sweet.
I think it's time for a physical change in my appearance. From what I was told by a 'anime fan' (Don't ask me why I believe this person ok) in Japanese Culture a Change in Appearance means, as he told me, "As new chapter or dramatic change occured and thus they represent it with change." (or some shit like that).
Well, I want to change my appearance...
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Submitted: Sat Nov 07, 2009 07:03 AM
First of all I wanna talk about the new look. Woke me up a little bit. I said to myself "Wow, so astronomical." I like it. I've always been fond of the greater beyond of our beyond.
I've had one hell of a weekend. I've been rushing in and out of the children's clinic fighting to almost every nurse available to get my little girl seen since Friday. Though from the first 11 months of her life......
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Submitted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 06:08 AM
... Or so it feels that way.
I don't exactly remember where I last left off. But this year, by far has been a little interesting to say the least.
Our fugitive visitor came and went. For months she stayed and then she left, fleeing back to Texas. She was the reason for my hiatus... or dare I call it that. My daughter is One now. And it's been one hell of a ride to say the least. She's walking and talking. Well, she...
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Submitted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 03:18 AM
I've been working and getting my butt into school. Monday I start classes. Great right? Anyway, I've been playing Maple Story and I've been writing my story. This time I want to finish it first before anything else. And secondly, I've decided to change the title. 'The Last Laugh' sounds really corny. X_x
Anyway, I've been working but I haven't been getting paid. Strange I know. The thing is, I get...
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Submitted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 04:28 AM
It's pretty much explanatory. I started over in Maple Story since I'm having so much trouble trying to install FlyFF. Oh well.
So I play maple. Again. I'm doing pretty good for myself too. I'm broke and low leveled but so what... the hard work makes it so much more rewarding. In any case I started out as a pirate. I didn't know we had that type of class until my little brother's friend told me about it. I was...
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Submitted: Wed Jul 22, 2009 01:21 AM
Plain and simple. I fucking quit.
A few days ago I decided to play Maple Story again. Only because my brother and his friend wanted to play too. Since they seen it in a commercial sometime back.
Well I downloaded it. Played a while. Finished ONE quest. Then I get hacked.
HACKED!!!
Can you fucking believe that! Four years of hard work... to just be taken away.
I got my pin reset. But the damage was done. All my money is gone....
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Submitted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 03:33 AM
Yesterday. It was so funny. You guys had to be there. I took my brother out for his birhday. Nothing fancy. Just out to the Holocaust Museum (we didn't get in), The Rose and Statue Garden, and the Air and Space Museum. My father, sister, his friend, the baby, and my husband went. It was a good day. I haven't had a good day in a while so it was well worth it. We visited everything, saw everything, visited the gardens in the...
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Submitted: Mon Jul 13, 2009 10:07 PM
I’ve been listening to so many songs in the past few days that I sometimes find myself rapping, in this case flowing to music. I’ve been told before that I can sing. Lol, though I find it to be funny I guess I have a voice decent enough to sing.
The song I’ve been singing lately is done by Eminem, Beautiful. I’ve been listening to Eminem since before he made it be. At one point I’ve had all his music, even his...
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Submitted: Mon Jul 13, 2009 05:37 AM
... but my heart is in the right place.
Happy 4th of July everyone.
I guess I could say that I've been through hell and back from this emotional roller coaster that I've been one for the past few days, shit I don't the past few weeks. I guess I could just put it into sections before I just bunch everything up and loose you guys in my 'mind'.
My Birthday, July 2nd.
My birthday was on a Thursday...
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Submitted: Sat Jul 04, 2009 04:07 AM
I never wished anyone to get hit by a mack truck and much as I do to my mother's wack ass husband. I hate him. I'm not one to hate anyone but this mother-trucker gets on my damn nerves. How dare he talk to me in any kind of effin' way and expect me to be cool about it. How dare he think just because my husband is busting his ass looking for employment makes him any better because he's making cheeseburger money. YES...
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Submitted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 04:33 AM
As strange as the title sounds, it's only best way to describe it.
I live with my mother and her lazy ass husband. They have an office which I utilize and take advantage of, where the office is located is in the smallest room. And from what a friend of mine, who my mother was renting to, told me as he live in this room that he saw a ghost. I always known that someone died in this apartment and that they're not really dangerous...
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