So guies.

I'm sitting outside my next class, which doesn't start for about 15 minutes, and I realize I forgot to write a blog.

FUUUU-

So, in the spirit of things, I'll rip one out real fast.

Life has been pretty okay. I haven't signed the papers yet, I keep forgetting. .w. But, it's on it's way. I haven't talked to Mike in over.. two weeks ish? It's really sad, but I am able to detach myself from him so I don't feel like I need a man.

But that has it's downsides. Since I've return my ring to Mike, people have been hitting on me/asking me out left and right. It's annoying because right now, I really just want friends. Lots and lots of friends. I have made my core group, of Jasmine, Ginger, Aakash, Cody, Ben and Tasha, and I could be content without anyone else in real life. But, sometimes, it's nice to escape to my online persona, Mipsacri, you know? It feels so powerful, to act like someone I obviously have not, although the two personalities, my online and offline, have somewhat merged in the past few years.

So, onto some fun shit. Yesterday, I went paintballing with my university. It was so much fun! I only got hit a few times, and nobody really liked speedball but me. Except they didn't let me bring my own gun, since that would make an unfair advantage over the kids who had to deal with rentals. I <3 my gun so much. It's a Tippermann 98 custom with ACT, a freak barrel, and a cyclone hopper, and double trigger mod. So, since Ginger learned I liked to paintball too, he offered to go paintballing with me sometime~!

But back to personal. Uhm, things have just been confusing. I'm not ready to date for a very long time, (it's been what.. 2-3 months since I broke up with Mike?) and I still don't feel comfortable dating new people, or even considering such a thought. I just want to be friends, but every guy I know who is single has been hitting on me, which is disappointing. Am I that flirtacious? Do guys possibly take my friendliness as flirting? Beh.

Okay, I'll talk to you guys later and update this blog when I have more tiiiime~

~Mip