So, I've learned a lot in the past 3 years.
I've loved, I've laughed, I've cried, I've smash a badminton racket over someone's head, I've punched a wall, and I've been rejected approximately 6 times.
The first 10 years of my life were great, no stresses or whatever.
Then someone decided that I needed some compensation for having a nice life. The last 3 years have been absolutely HELL on me.
Right now, I've gotten through the worst of it.
It's like being super afraid of heights, and then riding up and down on a gondola to a mountain and back. I've gotten up the mountain. All I need to do is get down.
I'm slowly piecing the parts of the person I once was back together, and so far progress is good. Thank god it's really over, I'm finally getting better.(LINE STEAL! -ZING!-)
The point is that I want to thank you guys for putting up with me through the crap that I've thrown at you about stupid things.
It may sound funny that I have problems as a 13 year old, but they seem real enough to me. I'm not usually one to get emotional(Or at least I think I'm not.. I don't remember).
The only thing I can say is that the ride down will be much easier.
Once you've lived through something once, you'll never feel the same fear you did before.

I.. don't really know what else there is to talk about. I think I've lost the ability to cry in the past few months. (Except for when I yawn, that's a given)
I don't know if that's good or bad.
I've always thought of life like this:
Life is a dove; Hold it too tightly, it dies, hold it too loose, it flies away.
There is so much truth in that saying.
Whatever your future endeavors may be, always try to think that there's a silver lining in that cloud.
...Even if that cloud is just air, and therefore can have no lining.
Nonetheless, that's all I have to say for now.

Somewhere despite the vast
boundaries
that ride along side our dreams.
Li3