-Sigh-
So today we had a science fair.
Normally, I would be fine with this, but we had to sit through 3 HOURS of little kids coming to us and explaining shit... but here's the thing. We had almost no visual presentation, so barely anyone came. It was boring as HELL. Finally, I got up and said "I'll be back, you guys just wait here" to my partners, and wandered off.
This is where it gets ugly.
I then walk over to the exhibit of the girl who I have a crush on, to see that she's wearing the jacket of one of my best friends. At this point I'm thinking
"Okay, that bastard must die.", but then I rationalize the situation and think it through for a while. So after a long time of consideration, I decided to do the sensible thing.

I decided to bash my fist into a wall where no one was looking. My other friend walked in on me as a fucking destroyed that wall. I made a dent a centimeter deep. Then I calmed down a bit. By then my friend knew I was pissed and dragged me out of there. By then, I went to the washroom to wash my hand of all the skin that had peeled off from my rage. I went back to my exhibit, and by partners knew I was pissed, and didn't want to get in my way (Pussies). I started walking around again, really pissed off. I asked to borrow my friend's stress toy, and she gave it to me.
I fucking throttled that thing. It was first a man with a smile on it's face, kinda like the iron giant. He was yellow, and by the time I was through with him, his arm had ripped off, and there were several cracks in his appendages. I returned it to her and she freaked. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!"
I effectively neutered him is what I did.
Then my other good friend noticed I was pissed, and sat me down for a heart-to-heart moment. She asked me what was wrong, and I explained it to her. She asked me if I wanted her to do something about it, I said no. Being the good friend she is however(I'm not being sarcastic), she went and asked my friend anyway. She told me that he gave another girl his jacket, and then she put the jacket on the girl I like. I was a little less pissed, and decided to wander around again.
After the Science fair, we helped clean up. We were putting tables away, and I tanked a 60 pound table by myself. It was very heavy. X_X I had to go up stairs, but sooo TOTALLY worth it. We cleaned up, I went home, and hopped on my computer.

I'm talking to her right now, and apparently, she already knows I like her. I found out through another friend. I don't know what I should do next. I've never been one to wave the white flag of surrender, but I don't think I have a choice.. I got a very disturbing message from my other other friend the other day. I wouldn't have minded it so much, but the way she delivered it was just fucking rude.
Her:"Hey Jon, Sally told me to tell you that she knows you like her, and she doesn't want you to ask her out."
Jon:"Shit."
Her:"Oh, by the way, wouldn't Sally and Alex look SOOO good together?!"
Jon:"...What the fuck?"

Seriously, how fucking rude can you be? How inconsiderate of other people's feelings that you would say something like that in front of someone else?
Stupid bitch.

Okay, I'm done for now.