lol jk, I just put that there to grab your attention.


What's going on guys?
Apparently nothing since activity has been dangerously low, yeah it's cool, I understand you've got a lot going on or whatever.


Meanwhile, I'm basically in a sad,lonely part of my life. Just the phase where I don't care about myself or what's around me.
I haven't gone outside for more than an hour in like a week, I haven't done laundry in like 3 weeks.
My pajamas became my normal clothing and they smell like sweat. Yeah I shower, but one hot night makes it ineffective.

I saw some friends a few days ago, but like I said, it was for less than an hour, and even they began to notice.

"Dude, you got massive bags under your eyes." Said one.
"I'm just tired." I rubbed my eyes and yawned.
"Wanna come out tomorrow night? Get suuper drunk?"
"...Nah. I think I'm gonna just stay home and rest."


Since when the fuck did I care how much sleep I got?
Since when the fuck did I turn down a night of fun?


I dunno, I don't feel like myself right now, and it sucks. There are times where I just lay on my bed staring at the ceiling.

I take a million and one naps because I got nothing better to do. I have money, around $30. But I don't wanna spend it, idk why, I'm usually terrible at saving money, but I've had this for weeks now.


I also play Dragon Nest now.

It's in Open Beta right now, and it's pretty fun.

Yeah that's basically all I have to say about that game lol.

So there you have it. A basic summary of my current summer life right now.


I need a fucking job....

~Nass